I'm having a difficult time. I'm away with my family visiting extended family. I feel left out with no family or full-time job of my own. I'm the only one without a partner. I've had a couple of breakdowns. Most of the inside is saying we have no purpose in life. There's nothing for us to look forward to. We have no reason to get exist, none of what we do on a daily basis matters. Work part time and live alone with no friends. Feeling hopeless. Sorry to be so awful sad. We wanted to talk to someone.